2013 out, 2014 in

Sending off 2013

Laughter, smiles, enjoyment, entertainment, peace and relaxation
Lost their meaning for this poet poor starting September 2013
Tears, fears, anxiety, disappointment, dejection and hopelessness
Have filled this life since that fateful day of revelations, affronts
Turning 55 with a heavy heart, facing retirement and rejection
Cast out of life's stream; change overtaking my life's journey

Waiting for love

While waiting for love to bloom again
The heart flounders dangerously

New horizon

A new horizon opening up
With everything changed in life
The darkness ahead long, harrowing
Stumbling forward holding on to faith
Short flickers of hope light the path
Tears washing the dirt covered markers
A sanity preserved by patience's hold
Keeps alive our life's mission.

Have just completed The Breadwinner mini novel. Wrapped up the book in 9 chapters. Need to tweek the last chapter a bit more before I am satisfied to call it complete. This is my first novel and I am determined to make it a good read for all my readers. I hope to continue my writing with another slightly longer mini novel followed by a full scale novel.
I hope to follow the publication of The Breadwinner with an anthology of short stories and another of poems.

Back to blogging.

It has been a busy two months of immersion in the writing of my first mini-novel The Breadwinner. Am into the 7th chapter now. Seeing the publication of the 6th chapter of the mini-novel in weekly serialised episodes in The Free Malaysia Today online media since its start on March 17. http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/category/leisure/2013/07/21/the-breadwinner

hello

Back after GE13 break.

Hello

Back from a GE13 break. Good to be back.

Tete-a-tete

Had an interesting two-hour skype session with my daughter in the morning. As usual the subjects ranged from my mini-novel in the making, "The Breadwinner" coming out as serialised episodes in online media, Free Malaysia Today on Sundays (second episode appeared yesterday); creative writing, philosophy, authors, science and nescience etc, etc.
We are chatty persons, the Ramachandran clan.
Maybe we should organise weekly skype conferences involving the whole clan or just a monthly jamming/brainstorming session at each of our homes on a rotation basis.
We definitely have a lot to chat about on our individual development in the writing field, art field, education, philosophy and also the colourful characters from Cheras 2 1/2 mls with whom we had associated/observed, during our growing up time in the area which is now no more.
 

One Way to Publish a Novel; following in the footsteps of Charles Dickens.

Although this is last year's article, it was a timely read for me today. Have been trying to publish my developing novel entitled: "Breadwinner" through the online media in Malaysia. Have been unsuccessful so far. That's when I saw this article.

The question is do I have what it takes to be an international novelist? I still have to build up my vocabulary and brush up my writing skills. At 55, I wonder is there enough time for me to get down to learning the ropes to become a fulltime novelist?

What do you think? I will post here the unedited first chapter and beginning of the second chapter of my novel. Be free to comment. 

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Online retailer takes a leaf out of Charles Dickens' book by publishing fiction ranging from romance to crime in instalments

Alison Flood Friday 7 September 2012
guardian.co.uk
http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2012/sep/07/amazon-dickensian-serialised-stories-kindle
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Amazon is following in the grand old footsteps of Charles Dickens by launching a series of serialised stories for the Kindle.
Just as Dickens published novels including The Pickwick Papers and Oliver Twist in regular instalments, listening to responses from readers as they came in, so Amazon's new Kindle serials programme will release stories in episodes. Readers will be able to discuss the latest developments on Amazon's discussion boards, with authors looking in and learning from what their readers say.
Amazon made the announcement on Thursday, as it also unveiled the new Kindle Fire tablets. In honour of Dickens, it is offering readers the opportunity to download Oliver Twist and The Pickwick Papers for free, delivered in the same segments as they were originally. It is also launching its first eight Kindle serials, which range from romance to crime.
"Serialised fiction is perfect for contemporary book culture, where writers interact with their readers directly and books can be delivered with an immediacy that the old pulp writers never could have imagined," said Neal Pollack, whose serialised novel Downward-Facing Death, about the murder of a yoga empire founder, is part of the Kindle serials launch. "It's fast and fun and you barely have time to blink. I can't wait to see how my book ends."
Andrew Peterson, author of the Kindle story Option to Kill, a thriller that plays out "over the course of 36 lightning-fast hours", said serials were "ideal for thrillers because keeping readers engaged and wanting more is the goal of every thriller novelist".
The first eight Kindle serials are being sold for $1.99. When a serial is bought from Amazon, the reader will immediately have access to all published episodes, followed by later episodes as they are released.
Amazon is asking for submissions from authors interested in writing Kindle serials – "we're looking for well-written stories by authors interested in engaging with readers through the unique nature of serialised publishing", it says – but it is by no means the only publisher to believe the format is ideal for the digital age. The Booker prize-winning novelist Margaret Atwood is working with new imprint Byliner Serials to publish her near-future piece of serialised fiction Positron. The first instalment in the series, I'm Starved for You, was never intended to go any further, but it was so popular Atwood decided to expand the short story into a serial. Byliner Serials is also publishing Joe McGinniss's 15 Gothic Street, set around a Massachusetts courthouse.
The literary serial began hundreds of years ago with One Thousand and One Nights, said Byliner's editor-in-chief Mark Bryant. "Dickens carried on the tradition with The Pickwick Papers, Harriet Beecher Stowe with Uncle Tom's Cabin, Tolstoy with Anna Karenina, Dostoevsky with The Brothers Karamazov, and Tom Wolfe with The Bonfire of the Vanities," he said. "With the new immediacy and convenience of digital publishing, the possibilities are extraordinary. Along with Margaret's and Joe's ongoing stories, we'll soon be publishing serials with a number of other leading authors, and we're keen to see where all this leads."
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Week of Weakness

With My Guard Down

The Weakness

Reared Up

In its grip
A week and more
Choking phlegm
Taxed and bruised bronchioles
Sagging diapragm
Sore epiglottis

Deprived of nutrition
Fat burning
Lighter
Reduced burden of body
Fluttering the spirit
Unfurling the wings
of reason.
The search for a meaning to existance.

Listen Listen Listen Listen Listen Listen - Brave Miss Bawani VS Arrogan...

(Sorry had to remove video as unscrupulous Malaysian pro-govt cyber-troopers, are believed to have corrupted the video file with a virus. The same fate has been suffered by all Internet videos or posts which put the ruling BN government in bad light.) - Shame On You BN.

 BRAVO BAWANI, SHAME ON YOU SHARIFAH .....
This is a revelation for all Malaysians at what is happening in our public universities, colleges, schools, government departments and government agencies, government linked companies and every organisation that has links to the government of the day.
No student, employee and client of these organisations had been brave enough to oppose the sheer hippocracy, belittling of intelligence and open brainwashing they are faced with almost daily.
Ask anyone who has attended a BTN session or in-house seminar/briefing/training.
The stupidity of the facilitators, so-called motivators and presenters is apalling. One wonders how they are picked for the job.
This Sharifah Zohra Jabeen Syed Shah Miskin is a clear example of these overzealous hatchet persons who are so full of themselves that they refuse to see their incompetence.
All these is of course part of the ploy hatched by the country's long serving dictator, Tun Dr M. Only he failed to get competent `brainwashers' to pull off his ploy to turn all Malaysians into unthinking well-programmed robots to engine his industrial revolution.
It is up to students like Bawani to tame the overzealous but incompetent brainwashers unleashed upon this country by Dr M and return Malaysia to the glories of the pre-Dr M/Tun Razak era as envisioned by Tunku Abdul Rahman's Malaysia.

The World Going Past

Each day  passing, my actions were they worthwhile?

Each day, such a display - the breaking dawn,

punishing noon mellowing into dusk,

The dark night aglow with moon and stars

How did my actions mark the day?

good night

Overcome with sleep

The body calling

The manas willing

The buddhi flickers on

Its reason defiant

Unwavering

Resisting

Lingers

On

Another New Year - 2013

Jumping off 2012

Gingerly stepping into 2013

There are no expectations

No resolutions

Tis another year
Wrapped in 365 days
Opportunities of living
Of open choices